A Note For You...

When I'm with you I jus want to stop time so that the time we have together doesn't end. I love being around you, when I'm around you I have a sense of happiness, a joy that I feel can't be taken away, when were apart your in my thoughts, I see you when I close my eyes, I see you when I look at other ppl. When I think bout you it brings a smile to my face others see me and think I'm crazy because all they see is a smile on my face but they can't see the the happiness that's in my heart, they can't see the love that I have for you, a love that I want to grow from inside where no one can take it away, I pray that my love continually grows, I ask that God keeps things going right for us, because I can't see myself with anyone else... how deeply sorry am I for the events that I caused to take place where we spent what seemed like years apart, I never want to lose you not even for a second... Near me I want you to stay, I want to be able to look over at you and see your smile I want to be able to see your heart through your eyes... Each day as we build and become closer together, I want our friendship to grow to the point where we can not only finish each others thoughts but sentences, were I can look at you and automatically read whats on your mind, I wanna be your friend, your crush, your boyfriend, your man, your lover, your soul mate, your husband and your equal, your everything... When your happy I want to smile in your happiness, when your sad I wanna be able to sympathize with you, when your hurt I wanna be that help that helps you overcome your pain, when you cry I want to be that shoulder you want to lean on, when things just feel overwhelming I want to be that hand that grabs your hand to kneel and ask God to help you through your trails and tribulations, when our faith is weak I want us to be able to come to each other so that we can reassure ourselves about God's goodness and mercy... when we argue and fight lets not allow it to linger but lets bow our heads and pray that God gives us guidance and understanding to be able to overcome the things that come our way, when you need something don't hesitate to call me just know that I'll be there in any capacity, never doubt my willingness to help you whether it be something simple, finances, a word of encouragement, a kick in the butt, or when you just need that person to get you out of any type of funk, remember there's no good that love won't do, so when I say I got you know that I got you without any hesitation... all I will ever ask in return is to be treated like your equal, for you to always love me for me, for you to see me for Ricardo and no one else, for you to know that we are in this together for the long haul, for you to tell me when I'm doing good, for you to tell me that I'm being dumb or acting stupid, for you to tell me when I'm being to controlling, for you to let me know when I'm acting up and for you to kick me in the butt when I need that butt kicking, for you to trust me, for you to not think that your over using me for anything because that's what I'm here for, for you to be patient and understanding with me, for you to remember that I'm not perfect and I will make mistakes, for you to let me know when I've hurt you or when I've made a mistake, for you to just come out and tell me that I'm wrong, for you to continually pray that God keeps us grounded in His word, for you to tell me there's nothing I can't do and that I will amount to something, to support me in anything positive that I'm doing, for you to know whats mines is yours and whats yours is ours, to be there to encourage me when I'm down, to gas my head when I really suck at something... with this chance at love, I'm going to try my hardest to put your feelings before mine, to listen to everything you say, to continually respect you, because you deserve it, to trust you with my heart and know that you won't shatter it like those others before you, to understand you, to be more sincere, to be there for your needs, to protect you, to always have your back, to be ready to fight those battles were you need a tag team partner, to encourage you, to keep you focused on God, to keep what we have between you, God and I, to be patient, to be calm-tempered, to not jump to conclusions, to include you in my life decisions, to do everything possible to show you there's no other female above you, to always support you, to always take your side when your in the right, but to always let you know when your also in the wrong, to always love you, to always be your friend, to always be that prayer partner that you may need for them tough times, to let you know when someone says something about you and to hit them off with a rebuttal for whatever they said, to someday God willing to walk down the isle with you and start a family... I guess what I'm basically trying to say is that I'm sorry for the bs that I can sometimes put you through... I want you to know that I love and respect you with all my heart and I want to build this friendship and love we have for one another so that no one can ever take it away from us!!! I love you... I want you to smile because your beautiful and I love you!!!... I Love You, for who you were, for who you are and for who you will become...

By C.E.B.M.