I'm Back...

Sorry I've been MIA... went away for a week or so to NC... it was it was a good trip... I was able to catch up on some much need sleep, ate well and was able to really relax and bug out with the fam... the south is very very different! I truly am a city boy... I need my car, I need and like things to be accessible when I want without having to wait on anyone else or travel far to get it... but nevertheless it was a really good experience...

so I'm back...

The last post for those who have inquired or were wondering was for an ex in a past relationship... the words that were written were straight from MY HEART... its crazy because even reading it now, it shows me that I was really IN DEEP, like in another state of mind... even though it didn't work with me and that person, I'm really looking forward to the next person whomever they may be... because I know I have a lot to offer... even though that person realized and knew I was a good man she chose to go another path and I wish her nothing but the best... because that relationship was a learning experience and I thank her for that... that relationship taught me a lot about myself and how much I was willing to sacrifice for someone else at the expense of myself... I left it all out on the table, there was no doubt, no if's and's or but's she knew exactly how I felt... it wasn't till the end that I finally had to think about myself and my health so I just had to let go and take an L ............................................................umph.................................................................................................. .......................................sigh.................................................................................... JUS MY THOUGHTS...